Olha, com tudo que eu venho aprendendo nesse tempo da minha vida, vou lhes falar...to aprendendo a ter o dom da paciência e controlar a minha ansiedade...

Tuuuuuudo é espera na minha vida atualmente.

Quem espera sempre alcança ou sempre cansa?

hmm

He Wasn´t There (Lily Allen)

Daquelas que foram escritas pra mim...
a letra inteira, sem tirar nem por...




He wasn't there when I needed him
No, he was never around
His reputation was preceding him
And he was out on the town
It didn't matter if he let me down
I didn't care about the lies
Now all I knew was that he loved me very much
He was my hero in disguise

I'm so pleased I never gave up on him
Oh well you wouldn't believe some of the things that he did
And everyone said you have to give him some time
And I'm glad that I gave it to him cause now everything's fine

Now you see I never thought you´d be a constant person in my life
And I don't think that you would be if you´d have stayed with your ex wife
I know you wouldn't but there is no need
No need to apologise
Because I know you'll always love me very much
You are my hero in disguise

I'm so pleased I never gave up on him
Oh well you wouldn't believe some of the things that he did
And everyone said you have to give him some time
And I'm glad that I gave it to him cause now everything's fine

You might have thought you didn't teach me much
But you taught me right from wrong
And it was when you didn't keep in touch
Well it taught me to be strong
And just in case you ever thought I would
I wouldn't change you for the world
Because I know you'll always love me very much
I'll always be you're little girl

I'm so pleased I never gave up on him
Oh well you wouldn't believe some of the things that he did
And everyone said you have to give him some time
And I'm glad that I gave it to him cause now everything's fine

uma das coisas mais lindas que já vi.

porque tem hora que cansa...

e a gente fica parecendo que tá em cima do Grand Canyon gritando e só recebendo o próprio eco como resposta.

apesar de tudo, apesar de TUDO MESMO...a gente continua tentando.

independente das respostas.

assim, me torno mais forte, mais próxima de quem eu gostaria de ser. quem sabe assim, alguém me reconhece e me dá sua mão em cumplicidade. sem dizer nada. apenas sendo.

S.O.S. meu coração.

Vontade de beijo na boca, abraço na cama, acordar com mil vontades, tomar banho junto, ouvir música junto, fumar cigarros juntos, comer juntos. Rir das piadas do outro, escolher um filme pra ver, andar por aí de mãos dadas, pegar pra passear.
Fazer sexo em lugares proibidos, sair correndo da chuva...
Vontade de ir onde eu nem sei mais. Onde minha imaginação tá me levando.

Eu preciso mesmo de uma ocupação pra minha cabeça parar de pensar no impossível. Porque quando vejo lá estou eu em devaneios de novo.


Amar é complicado. Quando é mais complicado do que o normal, como faz?

Como? Hein, Deus?

Segue-se vivendo.

Hoping, praying, waiting.

testando...lápis+photoshop

preciso urgente de um curso de photoshop/illustrator.
não quero mais tosqueira...

Wait For Me - (Jamie Lidell)

Did you think that I've been foolin' around
As I'm wanderin' from town to town
Asking you to wait, wait for me
Don't you know you can't believe all that you've heard
I know it's rough when all you have is my word
Asking you to wait, wait for me
But I've been waiting, I've been waiting, I've been waiting, yeah
I've been waiting, I've been waiting, wanna know if you'll wait for me too
I wanna know if you'll
Wait for me, wait for me
Wait for me, wait for me
Wait for me, wait for me, wait for me
We both know I won't be standing still
But to have your love is such a thrill
That's why I'm asking you to wait, wait for me
Without you by my side I just can't sleep
That's why I'm up all night counting sheep
Hoping and praying you'll wait for me
But I've been waiting, I've been waiting, I've been waiting, yeah
I've been waiting, I've been waiting, wanna know if you'll wait for me too
I wanna know if you'll
Wait for me, wait for me
Wait for me, wait for me
Wait for me, wait for me, wait for me
Wait for me, wait for me
Wait for me, wait for me
Wait for me, wait for me, wait for me
'Cause I've been waiting, I've been waiting, I've been waiting, yeah
I've been waiting, I've been waiting, I've been waiting, yeah
I've been waiting, I've been waiting, I've been waiting, yeah
I've been waiting, I've been waiting, wanna know if you'll wait for me too
I wanna know if you'll
Wait for me